- Takes responsibility for her actions
- Begs for forgiveness
- Says I need to work on my emotional health
Emmanuel Thomas, Saturday, September 28, 2019
LAGOS, Nigeria – The ubiquitous Natacha simply called Tacha, who exited Big Brother Naija(BBN) reality show otherwise tagged Pepper Dem on Friday evening has spoken for the first time since she was disqualified, leading to her premature exit from the house.
Tacha was disqualified after embarking on a free for all fight with Mercy and calling her all sorts of names, including Asewo(prostitute).
Tacha who was speaking to the Titans, her backbone and promotional team while she was in the BBN house appreciated the group for accepting her despite her imperfection and went ahead to appologise.
“Dear Titans,words cannot readily express how much your love and acceptance means to me at this point. Even my imperfection could not sway your support. THANK YOU!”, she said and went ahead to regret her action which culminated in her disqualification.
She said her intention was to stay in the house till the last day but blamed her weakness for her untimely exit.
“Coming out of the Big Brother House disqualified was never my intention. Unfortunately, my weakness played against my strength and cut short what should have been a grand ending, with or without the prize.
“I sincerely apologize for every action on my part that led to this point and I take full responsibility for it all. I am an adult and ought to be in control of my emotions, but I’m human and I failed time and again. Please forgive me. I sincerely wanted to make it, at least to the 99th day.
“The fight to be seen and heard takes its toll on everyone of us irrespective of where, when or how it comes. What counts is what we make out of a seemingly ugly situation. I know I need to work on my emotional health… That’s a fact as I have become conscious of it now. Being on this show has shown me that, I am not just a work in progress but I have the chance to become a better me on all fronts, if I give myself the chance to heal. And this I promise to give due diligence.
“So for what you have been to me, I heard some of you even cried and held vigil for me. I cannot thank you enough. You all became my mother, friends and family and this means so much to me right now. Your prayers, time and resources spent to push me through to this point cannot be quantified in any form, but i sincerely thank you from the depth of my heart.
“Against the odds, you all are the reason why I stand and remain hopeful that everything will fall into place, that I can make it through this storm and come out on the sunny side in time. My social media official handles are open and I can be reached there for now.Thank you Titans, Thank you to everyone who supported me privately and openly, Thank you Africa, Thank you Nigeria, THANK YOU WORLD!
“I saved the best for last. Thank you to the organizers of Big Brother Nigeria for this platform, it may not have ended as I hoped and wanted, but it gave me the opportunity to rise. It was worth it and for this reason, I am grateful”, she said.
